錯過

奶奶，奶奶；什麽時候開始，你個身軀那麽矮小，步伐那麽蹣跚？
我錯過了，錯過了什麽？

爺爺，爺爺；什麽時候開始，你不再聼收音機播放的京劇？
我錯過了，錯過了什麽？

媽媽，媽媽；什麽時候開始，你習慣了一個人生活的寂寞？
我錯過了，錯過了什麽？

爸爸，爸爸；什麽時候開始，你的黑髮減少，人也開始慢慢變老？
我錯過了，錯過了什麽？

我錯過了，錯過了你們的滄桑，錯過了你們的瀟灑；
我錯過了，錯過了你們的歲月，錯過了你們的舊容顔。

請原諒我的自私，我的無知，我六年來的夢想。
我錯過的，是比夢想更有價值的寶物。

WE FOUND LEMO!!!!

Shishamo cry for Lemo!! 

WE FOUND LEMO!!!!!! After watch the movie The Catwoman, we decide look for lemo again. And, Toshi suggested that we should go to the first floor, maybe lemo is in first floor. We went there, and didn't see her. We start to yelling her name, then we heard her yelling sound. But, where is her??? We kept look for her for long long time and room by room, but still she was no where to find. Then, the guy who live in the first floor said maybe she is in basement. I went to basement while yelling her name. Lemo's yelling sound became louder and louder. Finally!!!!! We found her in the basement. Can you believe it? She stayed in the basement without food and water for seven days!!!!! She looks lose the weight and hungry. We gave her food  and she just couldn't stop eating. Poor Lemo!!!!! Toshi and I are so happy to find her, and she looks fine. Thank GOD for that.

Lemo!!! Don't leave again!!!

NY: one afternoon trip

Masa's girlfriend, Yayoi, is here now. She is a cute girl who looks kind too.  Masa took her to NY yesterday, and Toshi and I went there met them later. When we met them, they looked tried. They spend whole day walking in NY and visit this big apple. We went to couple places together, and Masa decided go empire State Building. That was kind of late, around 8 p.m. Toshi and I decided go to the Japanese Bar restaurant "Fight" first. "Fight" is always busy even that day wasn't weekend. We had to wait for around 30 mins to have site. While we was waiting, I made a cotton ball. Hahaha, kind of childlike, but it's ok. When we had site, we ordered seaweed salad and Edamame first. We were wondering if Masa could make it to ESB and "Fight", but we didn't wait for long. Masa and Yayoi came with a sad face because they had to wait for 2 hours if they wanna go to the top of ESB. They just gave up. We spend 3 hours in the "Fight" and talked about all kinds of stuff. That was good time. On the way back to Flushing, I was so tried in the subway. But, once when I got in my car, I was awake. There wasn't many cars on the high way. We only use 45 mins to get home, and Masa and Yayoi were sleeping in my car (well, everybody does).   
 

Late night Hot pot 深夜火鍋

Monday night, for no reason, Toshi and I felt so hungry when we saw our video which was eating hot pot in Flushing with sugi. "Let's cook hot pot." I said to Toshi, "OK. and can I ask sugi too?" Toshi asked. "Sure." Then, Toshi went to pick up sugi while I was cooking hot pot. Hot pot is easy to cook, and you don't really need a lot of other food to go with it. So, we just waited for 30 mins for preparing. Oh! The hot pot was so hot and spicy even for me. We were enjoy hot&spicy in late night ( around 2:00 in the morning). That was really good for some reason. We really liked it and happy about it.  

星期一，半夜兩點。敏和我在看我們上次去法拉盛吃火鍋的錄像時，一致認同肚子餓。於是我就說要不要現在吃火鍋，敏說好噢，打電話叫山一起來。敏開車去接山，我就準備火鍋，火鍋很簡單，簡簡單單的吃的話。大概只用了半個小時就準備好了。三個人邊看電視邊吃火鍋，火鍋超級辣！！真的，我都覺得超級辣！吃的我們汗流不止的。哈哈，不過真的是很enjoy的一件事哦！下次有機會，再來一次哦。 

Bloody Killing 590 血腥残杀590

Finally, I found a software which kills all those viruses. My poor computer has been have viruses for a long time. I had all those pop-ups which ask me to stop pop-ups, and my computer was slow and many many more.  My friend of China send me one software, and it is a really good one. I used it and killed many many virus. How many? 590 ! 590 VIRUSES~~~!!! I felt so happy to see all those viruses be killed. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! No more pop-ups and all those problems!!!!

我的好网友传给我一个软件，让我电脑里那些病毒全都死光光。我的电脑开始就像要死了一样，超级可怜。我用了很多方法都没有办法把那些病毒消除。幸好，我的网友有这个软件，用那个软件一查，光是木马就有5个。2个小时后，终于，590个病毒被拴出！！590个！超级多的。我会好好地对待我的电脑了，多带他去看看医生。

Lemo!!! Please Come Back!!! 柠檬快回来哦！！

Lemo!! Where are u? Why u ran away? U don't like us anymore!?

Lemo has been gone for four days now. Toshi and I looked for her every night. There is too many cats outsied of my house, and it is so easy to see other cats as Lemo. There is one cat which is so CUTE!!! Really, really Cute. She came to us and wanted to be touched by us. That's a way a cat should be.

But, no matter what. I miss Lemo and wanna her to come back. It's so hard to looking for a cat. I just hope everything will be fine with her.

Lemo!!! Come back, Please!

柠檬茶还是没有回来，这已经是第四天了。我住的房子外面有太多的猫，所以一下在那么多的猫里面更本就找不到柠檬茶。虽然在那么多的猫中，我们发现了一只很可爱的猫，她非常喜欢和人打交道。可是即使其它的猫猫再可爱，我还是思念柠檬茶。

柠檬茶，快回来哦！！

Wanted !!!

Name:     Lemo Cha
    Sex:     Female
    Age:     Two

She wears light black dress, but no shoes. She likes sleep a lot and eat too.  She is a small but cute girl, If any of cats took her away, please return her back to us ASAP. If any of cats like her so much and wanna marry with her, please ask for our permission. If you see her hang around somewhere, please call: (917) 254-9541.  

Cry for a lost 为了失去的而哭

Toshi washed out my contact lenses last night!!(Cry) That's my only pair!!! I went to Wal-markt this morning for a new pair of contact lenses. I thought I could get a new pair just right there, but they have to order from somewhere and it takes 5 days!!! FIVE DAY!!! That means I have to wear glasses for 5 days!!! I don't wanna!!!! I look so ugly with glasses!!! But, what can I do. They told me that they have to order a special kind contact lenses because my they told me that my left eyes shape look like a football and it need some special kind contact lenses. Well,  5 days without contact lenses shouldn't be so hard! Huh.. Can't go waterpark before I get the contact lenses. I am so not lucky with all those park thing.
 
昨晚，我的隐形眼镜被敏给洗掉了！！！那是我唯一的一付，好伤心！今天一大早我就去买隐形眼镜。本来以为没有什么特别的要求，当场就可以拿到。结果！！我居然要等上5天！我的天哦，5天呢！这5天我都要带眼镜才可以。可是，这一切都是我自己的错，谁叫我自己小时候没有好好保护眼睛，现在却需要高科技的扶持过日子。可能人都是这样，拥有的时候觉得失去了也无所谓，结果失去了，才知道原来好幸福。不过怎么说，这5天都必须成为丑小鸭，等到隐形眼镜来了后，在变成天鹅好了。
  
 

NJ - NY / JP - CN 新泽西 - 纽约 / 日本 - 中国

Toshi, Sugi and I went to NJ and NY yesterday. We went to the Japanese market which is in NJ. We drove from CT to NJ, normally it only gonna take 1 hour more something, but there was HUGE traffic. It took us almost 2 hour to get there, but the driving was not too bad, three of us chat together while in traffic. The Japanese market is much bigger than I thought and it was nice that there is bookstores and little stuff stores around it. We went to eat first 'cause we were so hungry. The food was ok, and I had have better before. After that, we went to bookstore first. I didn't buy anything from the bookstore, but Sugi and Toshi bought some thing. Then we went to those little stores. All those stuff are cute, but I think I passed the age to buy those cute stuff. I mean I still like them a lot, but don't wanna buy them anymore. I wanna a Japanese futo, but futo over there are too expensive!! 300 dollars something!!! I can't afford it. I am too poor. Anyway, after all those things, we went to buy food. It was fun to look at all those Japanese products. Oh, we took those small pics. I remember that Tadayoshi told me there is the machine. I think we had fun. After that, we went to Flushing to eat hot pot. Flushing is just same as always. Hot pot was good, and we ate a lot!!! This summer is Fun at all.

敏，山和我昨天一起去了新泽喜和纽约。我们先去的新泽西，去那家日本超市买食品。在Yahoo上看到只要一个半小时就到了的地方，因为堵车居然用了两个多小时，还好是三个人一起去，在车里大家可以聊天。那家日本超市比我想象中的大，但可能是因为不是周末的原因，没有太多的人在。我们先去吃东西，我吃的是拉面，还好啦。我吃过更好吃的。然后哦，山就说要去书店看看，我们就先去的书店。因为上个星期才去过日本书店，所以我没有买什么东西，倒是山和敏买了一些书。书店的旁边有些卖小东西的店，就是那种很可爱的小东西。但是因为我已经失去了对可爱小东西的购物欲望，所以什么都没有买。回到超市后，就开始买食物，然后就去照小照片！！那里有小照片的机器哦！！挺好玩的。在归家的路上，我们决定去法拉盛，去那家四川菜吃火锅！！不错，不错。很好的一天，吃的好饱，这个夏天到头来一天也不坏哦！！ 

Sick Lemo 病猫柠檬

Lemo was sick. Poor her. She start to pupu a lot, and all those pupu were like water, but really really kusaii. She couldn't control herself, so she pupu every where. We don't know why that she likes pupu in our bathroom, but we had to clean up every time. We thought she would stop pupu soon, but she didn't. And, she start to yell a lot, kind of like crying. Finally, we decided take her to doctor. Then day we went to see the doctor was raining, and on our way to there, she pupued IN MY CAR!!!! That was so kusaii!!! Toshi and I almost dead because of it. After we got there, doctor exam her ears, eyes, and teeth. And he cut her nail, gave us some pills. Lemo was so afraid over there, she lost a lot of hair. Now, two days after we gave her the pill, she start to looks fine. It cast me 89 dollar!!!! Well, it will all goes to Bon!!
柠檬前段时间生病了，她开始拉肚子，而且是没有规则的，大便看起来就像水一样，并且哦，超级的臭！！！一开始我还以为只要几天就好了，可是柠檬却没有停过，而且她好像不能自己控制大便，随地大便哦！不过她最喜欢在洗手间的地毯上大便了，害的我们还要洗地毯。最后，我们终于受不了，决定带她去看医生。那天正好下雨，柠檬居然在我车里大便！！超级，超级臭！！！！真的哦！！！她在医院的时候超级紧张，掉了很多很多的毛。医生帮她检查了耳朵，眼睛，牙齿，还帮她剪了指甲。回来后，我们在她的食物里放进医生开的药，一开始她察觉到后就不吃，后来饿极了的她不得不吃。今天已经是第三天了，柠檬看起来好了很多~~~真好。不过花了我89美元！！！！！还好，还好，会向小邦报账！！ 

Miss Home 思家

Today was busy, I had 9 customers and didn't have anytime to relax for long. But, I did have a short period of time that nothing to do. I went to kitchen and ate some animal cookies. I don't know why, but while I was relaxing, I thought about my mom. There was one old time image came out of my mind which is I was eating something and my mom came out and told me don't eat snakes because we will have dinner soon. I felt so upset and depressed. I start to miss my parents. I am not that kind of girl who easy miss their parents, but I felt that the times that I miss my family is more than before. While I do nails for those ladies whose age are close to my mom or grandmother, I will miss them. While I think about all those Korean co-works who are nice to me and have children close to my age, I will miss my parents. I do miss them, I think. Haven't leave with them or spend any quality time with them in 6 years. I should shame on myself for whatever I did to make my parents sad or disappointed. After all, I am their only child and they love me deeply and truly. I love them too, but it just hard for me to tell them. I hope I can see them soon, and best wishes for them. ( The picture: I was only 15. I looked so stupid, but look at my family, we were all happy. I haven't see any of us have that kind of smile together for long time. I miss my happy family.)

今天工作很忙，很多客人。我都没有什么时间可以休息。不过，还好的是有那么一点点。在那一点点的时间里，我就去厨房吃点饼干。一个人坐在厨房的椅子上，吃着饼干，不知道为什么忽然想起了在国内的一幕：我在吃着零食，妈妈从房间里走出来说：“马上就要吃饭了，你还吃零食。”忽然一下，我觉得很伤感，心里有种说不出来的滋味，是不是寂寞，我也不知道。开车回家的时候也一样，开着开着，忽然想家；给年龄偏向中老年的客人美甲时会想起妈妈和奶奶；看见那些对我很好，孩子和我差不多大的韩国阿姨时，也会想家。有时觉得我那些家在美国的朋友真好，回到家里，爸爸妈妈兄弟姐妹都在。不像我们，孤独的一个人。我不是一个很容易想家的人，可是这一年来想家的次数比原来多了。不知道是不是因为我老了，我自己有时候真为自己感到羞耻，辜负了父母那么多的爱和好心。毕竟我是他们唯一的孩子，他们对我的爱是毫无保留并没有目的的。希望我不会再辜负他们，也希望能够早点见到他们。祝他们身体健康，快乐，平安。（照片：我大概15岁吧！看起来像个男孩子，傻傻的~，不过我很喜欢这张照片，因为我们一家人在照片中的那中笑容，我已经很久没有看见过了。快乐美满的家庭是我所向往的，我爱我家哦！） 

A day in NY 大苹果的一天

Toshi and I went to NY today. We parked the car in Flushing as always, then went to eat breakfast. The place that we chose was really not good. We didn't like the food at all. Kind of feel wasted my money. Anyway, after that we went to Hong Kong market for change single bills to 25 cents(for parking). Right after we went out from Hong Kong market, we met Kayoko, Mari and Guoli. We were so surprised to see each other because Toshi and I thought Kayoko just went back to Japan, but she came back for summer classes. So fast!!! How long did she stayed in Japan? Maybe less than a month. After said bye to them, we took subway to Manhattan. On our way to Manhattan, Toshi met two old Japanese friends who were studying in UB. Toshi was so happy to see them and talk with them. They thought I am a Japanese as everybody does. After we got out of subway, we tried to looking for the Japanese bookstore. Even we went there once before, but none of us could remember where is that place. Then, Toshi went to talk with an Asian guy. I thought he is just a some Japanese who were walking on the street, and Toshi just wanted to ask him if he knows where is the bookstore. But, that guy is a Chinese guy study in UB, who can speak Japanese very well, and they met before. He was looking for the bookstore too, and he helped us fought it. We spend more than a hour in there, and I bought two books. After we left bookstore, Toshi took me to a place called Tribeca. Toshi thought there would be a lot of different stores because that's what books says. However, we walked more than 2 hours around there, and we didn't see anything good. The only thing over there is Chinatown. We got so tired and decided go to East Village. So, we took a Taxi to there because we were too tired!!! After we got there, we looked around, and walked around again!!!! Then, started our dinner in FIGHT. That was good dinner with two tired body. When we above to leave, Toshi met another Japanese person who was in the same high school as Toshi, and they talked a little bit. When we tried to go back to Flushing, it was around 10:00 p.m. We were really, really tired. Finally, we got Flushing and drunk some tea, then decided to go home. After we got in the car and tried to go home, Tadami called me. Guess what! He and Yoko were in the same parking lot with us, and they saw we were leaving, so they kind of followed us, but gave up soon. What a day!!!! We were in NY for 12 hours and we met 9 people!!!!! This is a small world after all!!! Anyway, today was hot, fun, tired and wired!

今天和敏一起去了纽约。早上11点过我们就到了法拉盛，把车停好后就去吃东西。本来想去茶都，可是茶都没有开门，我们就去了糖潮。我的天哪！！！糖潮的东西真是不敢恭维！！！实在是不好吃，我觉得我那钱花得太不值得了。吃完饭后，我们打算去香港超市换些硬币好停车，换了半天才换了4美元而已。出了香港超市向停车场走去时，忽然遇见了Kayoko, Mari和国立，我们都大吃一惊！！！因为Kayoko才回日本不久，怎么那么快就回来了。她说因为她要上暑假课，那也太快了一点，她总共回日本的时间可能还不到一个月。告别他们后，我们就决定坐地铁去曼哈顿，在车上，敏遇见了他的两个日本老友，两个人都是从UB毕业的。其中一个男生听说现在在给那个在纽约棒球队的日本球员做翻译。敏遇见他们非常的高兴，敏告诉我说那个男生在UB的日本人中声誉很高。出了地铁，我们在第五大道附近徘徊，因为找不到我们想要去的一家日本书店。忽然，敏开始和一个亚洲人说话，我一开始还以为敏只是找个一看起来像日本人的人问问看知不知道那个书店在什么地方。结果，那个人居然是在UB读书的一个在日本长大的中国人，他们互相认识。那个人就带我们去了那家书店，我们在书店里待了差不多2个小时，我买了两本书。于是敏说带我去一个叫Tribeca的地方，说是日本的杂志上有介绍，是个很不错的地方。可是，我们在那个区域里转了快两个小时却什么都没有看见。不知道是不是我们没有找到正确的地方，还是杂志把我们给骗了。总之，我们是累死了。于是决定去East Village吃东西。East Village是一个小区的名字，在那里有一条专门买日本食物的街，街边都是日本餐馆。那顿饭吃的还蛮好的，就是我们太累了。吃完饭后，我们就决定还是回法拉盛的好。正准备离开的时候，敏忽然又遇见了另一个日本朋友，听说是原来在一个高中读书的朋友。终于，我们回到了法拉盛，在回家之间，喝了杯冰茶。开车离开停车场的时候，Tadami忽然打电话来，原来他和女朋友正好也在那个停车场，看见我们的车开出去，忙给我们打招呼，可惜我们没看见。今天一天真是很热，很累，很奇怪 

Simply is not simple 简单不简单

After working at simply nail salon, I found out simply is not simple at all. First, there are three owners which are all women. One of them controls most of power, one of them works very hard and another one of them is kind boss. However, when three of them together, there is a war!!! Personally, I like the kind boss one. She is a very kind woman. She doesn't talk a lot, maybe because her English is not so good. Besides those three owners, there are 6 women work there. One girl just came from Korea 2 months ago, one stays in America 8 years, one who is the best nail person in our salon and gonna get married next month, one is K_andy's mother, one is very very very funny and nice person and last one is me. I am basically is a outsider of those women because I am not Korean and can't understand what they are talking about, which is fine with me. Because of that, I knew there is something going on in the salon, but don't know what is it. However, I can guess. I think there is something about money, some of them start to notice that they are not paid fair. Well, I just guess, I don't really know. But, I know they are not really friendly with each other as other people thought. When I work there, I feel like back to High school, you know how those high school girls fight with each other, right? Yeah, just like that. Luckily, I am not Korean, and don't have to get into those things. I am really bad at deal with women. And luckily, they all like me a lot. I think I am good at make older people like me as a kid or something.

简单美容院真是不简单哦！！！工作了差不多一个月，发现原来简单很复杂。首先哦，简单是由三个女老板合资开的。三个人各有各的性格，第一个女老板有着最大的权利，我不知道是不是因为她投资的最多什么的；第二个女老板最勤劳的一个，每天从早到晚做个不停；第三个女老板是最善良的，对人非常之好，可能是因为英语不好而不常说话。可这三个女老板在一起的时候就没有什么特别太平的事情发生了。除了三个女老板之外，还有六个工作人员，第一个是刚从韩国来还没有两个月的和我同龄女生，主管做脸和美甲；第二个是来了八年30岁的胖胖姐姐；第三个是35岁下个月要结婚的未婚妈妈，也是店里的美甲高手；第四个是韩国好朋友k_andy的妈妈；第五个是超级有趣对人超好的甜心阿姨；第六个是超级没有资历和经验的我。幸好我不是韩国人，所以不知道她们之间那些勾心斗角的事情。虽然我听不懂她们平时都再说些什么，但通过我常在日本人中打拼的经验，她们说话的内容我可以猜到50%。所以我知道她们至少是因为工作分工合不合理的事情有过结，因为大家都是靠小费吃饭的人，所以客人的多少就决定了小费的多少，有些人的客人多余其他人的，其他人就有意见。幸好哦，我不是韩国人，不用进入那些像高中小女生的圈子里，只要埋头苦干就好，就好。