Little Cherry tree and empty egg shells

Well.... It really piss me off to see how ignorant people can be, especially when those people are asian.

J is an Asian lady close to her 50s. She likes easy life, likes to eat, likes to take care of her own health, and likes to be loved by her husband. I call that a very simply mind person, which is good at some points. J is easy to be happy, but easy to be upset at same time. I liked her before I know her too much. J made some boiled eggs other day. She think that is very health to eat a lot of boiled eggs. I saw she was cooking the eggs outside of shop, at the back door. Guess where all the emtpy egg shells end up? I found them in the garden which was outside of the shop. I was speechless. Yes, we all know the egg shell contains a lot of calcium, and good for the plants to grow. BUT...EXCAUSE ME... THAT IS THE PUBLIC AREA, NOT YOUR OWN BACKYARD. I was so shamed for her.

S is an Asian lady in her early 40s. She likes money, likes beauty, likes men, and likes to showing off what she got. She has very strong personaily, but I know she won't care about others when it comes on what is good for her or not. She always try to tell me about love, about America, about beauty. I just listen even I knew all the things she told me. I didn't want to stop her because I know she feels good when she "educates" me. She feels better than me at that point, so let she be happy. But there are times that I just couldn't take anymore because what she does is totally different as what she says. S saw the egg shells too, and she said to me that she is so shamed by J too, and said J is so not educated. Ha...guess what happened? I saw S was breaking the branchs of the two cherry trees outside of the shop. Why? Because she wanted to eat the cherries.....She went outside, breaking all the branchs that she could touch, and came back with big smile on her face:" Shanshan, you should eat this. All natual~!! It is best for you." Once again, I was speechless. OF COUSE I KNOW ALL NATUAL IS GOOD FOR ME, BUT THOSE ARE NOT YOUR TREES, THOSE BELONG TO THE PUBLIC~! God....

I went outside, looked at the egg shells and borken cherry tree, I said sorry.
Why they just don't care?

Empty Sep.

Just found out, I didn't write anything during the Sep. The whole month~!

Well, Sep actually past very fast.

Weather was changeing around, made me dizzy.
Meeting new people, made me dizzy.
Working harder than before, made me dizzy.

It's an empty month with a lot of dizzinese.

Happy B-day, China.

It's oct.1st again. The national day of China.

I felt more I stay in oversea more I love my country. I was't really care about China that much (well...I still don't care that much), but I found out I was just felt uncomfortable to talk about my nationality with other people 'cause I use to think there will be less respect from other if they know I am Chinese (actually, I think there are people look down us out there still).

Now, more and more I can accpet who am I 'cause that is one thing which I can never forget. I will still remember myself as Chinese even if I stay rest of my life in USA or other countries.

Why don't I just accpet what I can't change, that's my policy. BUT~~ accept what I can't change doesn't means to become what I can't change. I have to make sure of this point 'cause there are too many things that I can't change, but I won't sell my soul to.

Anyway, 10th year of out of China now.

Happy birthday~~! My home.