I don't know if it is only me or not.
I feel the loneness from deep of my heart sometimes.
It doesn't happen often, but once a while, I would feel that.
Yeah. I don't have a boyfriend now, that doesn't make me feel lonely much; I never had any brother or sister, always a single child, that doesn't make me feel lonely much; I have been away from my parents and family members for 10 years now, that doesn't make me feel lonely much; I don't have very closed friends who share daily life with me now, that doesn't make me feel lonely much.
What do make me feel lonely is when all the things that don't make me feel lonely much appear together in my mind.
矢張り、寂しいな、あたし。I would think like that, and I don't know why everytime my thought is in Japanese. 面白いね、あたしは日本人じゃないし。矢張り、変です。
