Just couple of reminders

I am in kind of strange mood for this couple of days. I don't know what is the reason, but I guess I might be bored a little bit with the relationship

Old Issue

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It seems like some old issues never really went away.  I am even thinking that if i have ever tried to deal with those old issues or not.  I am 30 now. I should know better and do better. Couple of old issues that I really want to get over with.

Frist is the money issue. I have to say that I am doing better than before, and being more careful with the money and how to use it. However, I am not doing well enough yet. It's been my life style of spending money, and it isn't a good thing. I know that already and just have to control the desire of buying things. I have to do something about the feeling of spending money. I think it is kind of mental sickness that called "spending addiction". Do I think I have it? Not really, well, maybe a little bit. I really should keep on track of how much money I have been spending and make a rule for myself to follow, also make a move before I want to spend money. For example, I love to buy Starbucks those days, and the reason for that is I enjoy hot drinks during the winter time. And why I don't drink free tea or free coffee at work? I think I am in love with latte, the creamy milky taste of coffee. It might be another addiction which I should over come it. And, I also like to buy snacks on the way home from work or buy breakfast on the way to work which I should prepare the breakfast before I go to work at home and prepare the snacks for after work driving. That will help me save money too. What is the reason that I don't do that? Because I don't get up in the morning early enough to do that, and why I don't get up early because i enjoy the warm bed. And, I also like to go to the mall after work which might give me chance to spend more money, but what is the reason I go to the mall because I don't want to go home and wants to go move around. Umm....somehow, I think all my old issues are related with my current life style.

If I get up early a hour in the morning, I could take shower to make myself feel better, prepare breakfast to go that save me money, have snacks and lunch with me too, after work besides go to mall, I could go to gym. I really should do that instant get up 5 mins before leave, buy breakfast on the way, buy drinks and snacks afternoon, go to mall after work. Maybe if I keep doing that, I could not just saving money, but have less headaches and sick days, and also have a better fitted body. Maybe even my mood will be up and far away from depression.

Yeah...I should do that. Do that now.