9/30/2004

Happy Birthday to U, China.

Happy Birthday Posted by Hello

Oct. 1st is Chinese nation day. It is one of the biggest holidays in China. People will have 5 days break to enjoy their mother's bithday. I haven't enjoy Chinese nation day for 6 years already, but I am still think it is a very important event for all Chinese over the world. We don't have to do anything speacily for it, but we have to remember this day in our heart. I am proud of being a Chinese even China has many problems which make her children dislike her. I love my country a lot, and have best wishes for her to become stronger and better.

Well, Happy Birtday, my homeland. I never forget you. You are always in my heart and I always have ur blood.

9/29/2004

The root of Tree

To Posted by Hello

If there is a tree, there must roots of the tree. If the tree is in my heart, the root of the tree is you.

Cute Cute

Very beautiful Posted by Hello

Flower from Japan. It's really pertty. I don't think I never see one like this before, maybe even I saw one, I don't remember now. Beautiful flower die early. It just here for this time, and it just here for you.

Shishamo, always be loved

Shishamo Posted by Hello

Toshi send this picture to me from Japan. Shishamo. Haha, I am really happy to see this picture from him. Shishamo is not a cute fish which I can see from the picture. Since I have been calling Shishamo from a important person for long time. I like Shishamo now, and I have nice feeling for it too. They are not cute, but at least, many people like to eat them, which is not too bad. Haha, Shishamo-lover.

9/28/2004

NY Time

Big Apple, Always sexy. Posted by Hello

I went to NY on Monday after class for gifts. I haven't go to NY sinces Toshi left to Japan. I like NY. It is always fun to just walking around, and I grow up in the big city, I like the big city as NY. Bridgeport is too slow, too small, too nothing to me.

I don't go to NY by myself normally. It was fun to go there out of my blue life in UB. I went to SOHO and spend most of my day over there. But, I got tired soon, that's why I came back before 6. It was good to go NY. I like the city, it is a sexy city.

9/23/2004

Very Tired

I am very tired today. In fact, I have being tired from couple weeks ago. I have a lot of studys and works to do everyday. I never have any breaks and weekends. Well, I don't really need a break or something. I know what I need is just him, and only him can make me relax and feel happy inside of my deep heart.

Maybe I will keep myself very tired until the day I meet him again. I miss him too much to be relaxing.

The sweet, The Autumn

DQ ICE CREAM SHOP Posted by Hello

Risa, Miki and I wanted to eat ice cream this afternoon around 3. We met outside of student Center and talked about I don't remember what for a while. Then, We decided to go for ice cream. DQ is one of my favored ice cream shop. Not because they have the NO. 1 ice cream, it's because I have good memory about it.

As always, the ice cream is very good. Three of us liked it and enjoyed our little time together. Today is so hot, and it is not like Autumn, more like Summer. I wish the weather can be cold soon 'cause I don't wanna feel I am still in Summer. I need the time pass fast.

I couldn't eat all the ice cream as always, but I did ate most of it. It was nice to eat ice cream once a while. I don't really like sweet food, but sometimes, sweet food helps me be happy.

9/21/2004

SAITAMA SERIES

M.D BY SSW Posted by Hello

SAITAMA SERIES

M.D BY SSW Posted by Hello

SAITAMA SERIES

M.D BY SSW Posted by Hello

The Prince is in the house!!!

There is one black guy in my speech class who looked different with other African Americans. He dresses more former and has really big shine diamond ears on. When he had to make a speech about himself. He said that he is from England at first, then I was thinking, oh, that's why he looks different. But, soon, he said he actually is from African and he is a prince of a country. Everybody was surprised to hear that, of cause, I did too. But, I know there are so many small countries in African, it is nothing to be so good about it. Still, I was surprised and told couple of my friends about him. That happened last week.

Today's class, he had to make a speech again. This time, he told us which country of African that he came from. That country is Kenya! I was more surprised to hear that than last time. Kenya is not a small country, or not well-known country. And, I had more than two friends who are from Kenya back to VA. It's like, for example, I have many normal Japanese friends, and there is a guy who told me that he is the prince of Japan, that kind of feeling.

He said he likes UB because no body knows him. I think one of Risa and Mai's friend is kind of like that too. UB is a perfect place for all those foreign high position people's children to hide. Well, you never know who is your classmate or roommate.

9/20/2004

Just a thought

One of my friend said " if she is clear, everything will be good." Clear? Who is not clear? Please don't judge people using the word clear or dirty. Everybody is clear, no one is dirty. I really don't perfect people saying that. I am not trying to offence anyone, but if you judge people by clear or dirty. You are the one who is dirty, you have dirty mind to judge other people.

So, my dear friends, don't judge other people by clear or dirty. Please.

9/19/2004

Salon Revolution

After salon open 4 months, old owners sold it to another owner. Old owners are all nice people and they did good job at taking customers. But, they had problems with each others, and from what I heard, the per-co-workers had problem with one of those owners. Anyway, they sold the salon a weeks ago. The new owner is also Korean, and she is kind of funny. She is that kind of person who you will think knows nothing ans simple. She is around 40, I guess. She changed a lot of things in salon, include our working cloth, from black to red, short to long. So, Korean style looking, but I kind of like it. They will change all those servers and prices. I just wish everything would go better and better. Salon get better, and I can make more money too!!! Posted by Hello

9/18/2004

The first Red

Raining so hard this morning. There was not so many customers. It looked so warm in nail salon by all the steam on the window. I felt the Christmas is coming. Well, too early to say that, but the autumn is coming. After the hard rain, I saw the first red spot of this year. Across the street of nail salon, there was a tall tree with red spot on. That's the first group of red leaves of this autumn for me. En... It is almost end of Sep. Why I spend this month alone again? Why my beautiful autumn always has meaningless color? The first red lighted up my heart only a second. A second of warm. Posted by Hello

日本語學習

Japanese class is my favored class of this fall. I am so into it and try to do my best. It is so different that you go to class and study by yourself. I tried study by myself, but I couldn't improve a lot. Now, I am trying to remember all those Hinakaga. Kind of hard o!! But, I am happy that I learned more words than before already and got all A for my quiz. I will ganbaru o! My gold is speaking perfect Japanese O!!! Posted by Hello

First Meal after You left

Finally, I cook. One month after you left, I finally tired of noodle and fast food, wanna cook something to eat. There was nothing that I have. I only had potato, rice and egg. This meal was really simple. I didn't spend a lot of time to cook. I didn't eat that much, this one bowl of rice took me three meals to eat all. I am a person who can't eat alone, not only eat alone, I can't do anything alone. Well, I am gonna try to cook more. Saving more money for later ne. Posted by Hello

9/16/2004

I miss U

lemo Posted by Hello

It has been almost a month since the second time Lemo got lost. I really do miss her a lot. Bon looks doesn't care about her a lot, but I do. I like her a lot and she become a part of my daily life. I was cooking this noon and heard cat yell. I went all over the places to check if it was Lemo. I really miss her a lot and wish she could be here with me at this time. Toshi is already not here, without him and Lemo, my life just looks like break in pieces, so not completed. Good thing is Toshi will come back. I do hope Lemo will come back too. I miss her and love her.

9/15/2004

Internet Take

Webcam talk can be kind of fun some times. It's really good for long distance couple and friends. Tadayoshi and I was testing this afternoon. Kind of fun O. Posted by Hello

Computer, Hair and Car

There are three things need to be fixed, but I don't have money or time to fix them. My computer has many virus in, and I need to fix it so much. However, I have no money and time to do it. My hair is so bad now because of I did too much to them. I need time to making them health again. My car!!! My car is not too bad, just not clear and need to fix the side. I am too lazy. I should fix it. En... I think I will do it tomorrow.

Hope eveything will be good. Computer won't be break, hair won't be damage, Car will keep running. Please do!!!

So far so good

My study is much better than before. I went to all my classes and never be late. I had 3 quiz already for Japanese 101 and I got all A!!!! I know it will be hard soon, so I have to study more than now.

Of cause, I still feel lonely a lot since I live by myself and no one can be with me for long time. I try to go to different friends' places and learn how to be alone too. Maybe I can't have the kitties which I wanna have now. Because I don't have enough money, I hope I am a rich ne. I should eat better, but I am too lazy. Anyway, I will eat better after someone come back!!!

Ok, I am gonna cook some noodle now. Later O!


Cry me a river

I guess I am listening to sad songs too much those days, but I do think happy songs are not as beautiful as sad songs. So many sad people than happy people now, right? And, so many people are depressing about life, love and people. Well, after all, life is same for everyone.

It is good time for crying with all those falling red maple leaves in the autumn. Autumn should be the most lovely season of the year. Couples who are deeply in love should holding each other's hands and walking under the falling leave trees.

The truth is coolies. So, please cry me a river. And, for all those happy people and happy couples, please keep happiness with you. Don't waste your time on fighting. Ne!!!!

9/08/2004

Complaining Too Much

Port of notes Posted by Hello

You called me in the middle of night and told me to listen to this song "Complaining Too Much". You asked me to read those lines for you, and I couldn't stop crying while I read them to you.

For all my friends and his friends who are suffering in long distance relationships. I wish all of us the best.

Languidly the autumn has come
Don't be tricked by the day time warmness
You'll surely need your court
'cause it's not really summer time
I cut my finger nails too short
I had a nightmare it was last night
Too trouble taking crazy train
Oh, it was so busy day

"You complaining too much"
You will say that to me
With your sweet angel smile
"You complaining too much"
You will say that to me
with your gauzy hair

Oh, I miss you so much
I wanna hear your voice
Oh, I miss you so much

We've done many things together
Like, every weekend we went to northem places
We were all alone
Now those memories make me cry

I thought I saw your face in my room
I thought I heard your laughing voices
You were always walking very fast
I just couldn't follow you


"You complaining too much"
You will say that to me
With your sweet angel smile
"You complaining too much"
You will say that to me
With your gauzy hair

Oh, I miss you so much
I wanna hear your voice
Oh, I miss you too much

Happy Birthday to Tomoya

GOOD BBQ PARTY Posted by Hello

That was my first time went to Japanese BBQ. I had so many other reasons that I couldn't go for other BBQ which happened before. That day was COLD, very very COLD. I didn't wear enough clothes, and felt sick after it. But, I did have nice time just hang out with friends and eat. Nothing can be perfect with out half of your wings, but I tried to enjoy and I think I did.

I liked the food, and watching people play around. The only thing which was not good for that day was too cold. I slept in Risa's room later and went to Orange that night. It was fun even I had hard time for myself. Well, I always wanna thanks all the friends who tried hard to make me happy and made me feel not lonely. Thank you so much.

Tomoya!!! How old are you now? 25? Not too bad for a guy. I will be 25 after half year. Well, 25 is not a young age for woman, but I will stay young. Hahaha. Happy birthday to you. (well, I don't think you know my website, but anyway.)

The day of start

BBQ Posted by Hello

Well, school began already. My life is same as last fall with full of depression, tears and misses. I asked myself why God let me go tough this one more time. Maybe I failed last time, maybe he wants me to know something which I think I won't know after a while.

The only thing that I know is that GOD gave me so many chance to have a good life and I gave those chances away for the one I think is most important. Now, I realize that I have to accept what God gave to me to keep the most important one.

Even I have same emotional stress as last fall, I can't fail to my life once more. For the one who I loved deep, I have to be strong and well. He told me that this is my turning point of my life. What kind of person that I am gonna be, it's all depend on now. I believe him much. Do the right thing, for both of us.