Un...it was satrday. A beautiful day with good sunshine. A little bit wind, chili, tells us that the fall is here. Once a while, take the train, once a while goes to the city. City changes everyday that never changes in another ways. I walked in the same place that I use to walk, felt different air that I use to felt.
It was beautiful day. Lovely, and beautiful.
What is the word to describe my feelings of this normal day? HAPPINESE is the word. Every starting is a ending, and every ending is a starting. I met you in NY, you changed, changed to a better man. We laughed and talked and shared wonderful time together.
The time of relaxing and fitting in each other's mood. I had so much fun, as you did too.
Time to go, I miss you.
Miss you from the day I met you.
9/28/2005
9/23/2005
Small Mind, Small Heart
Today, when I was reading news from one of the Chinese website, I saw a news title as "Korean's Education of Aganist Japan --- Korean Children's Drawing". I checked into this news, and wanted to found out what kind of kid's drawings did korean kids have.
The news, has no words in side, only the pictures of korean children's drawing. I looked down all the pictures, and felt sorry for korean. What a poor country and poor education~!
(the link: http://news.wenxuecity.com/BBSView.php?SubID=news&MsgID=70193 )
From the pictures, I only can see one thing, which is HATE. I understand that Korean has strong unhappy feelings about Japan because of what happened in the past. I undersatand if the pain from past is so strong, it will be reminded for long time. I understand why korean hates Japan. However, I don't understand why Korean educated their children become small heart people.
What Japan did to many Asian countries was unforgetable and violence. Something happened before is already happened. What is more important for now? When you cannot change the result, what should you do? One, living in the past or Two, moving on? If the war was violence, how about hate? Hate is just another violence which is leading into another war. Using hate to agianst pain, does it really make you feel happier? or, it acutally make you feel more pain?
I guess maybe Korean doesn't know what is the mean of " love your enemy ". I don't think Japan did right thing in the past which already happened. If it comes to history issue, I am always on the side of China and Korea. That is the history issue. For today's world, I might dislike Japanese government, but not the country. One country is not only inculded government, there are many other things. Except politics, there is something called humanity.
This is not only Korea's problem. As Chinese, I know that China has this problem too. I just hopeing that one day people will understand, loving what you hate, is most powerful weapon.
The news, has no words in side, only the pictures of korean children's drawing. I looked down all the pictures, and felt sorry for korean. What a poor country and poor education~!
(the link: http://news.wenxuecity.com/BBSView.php?SubID=news&MsgID=70193 )
From the pictures, I only can see one thing, which is HATE. I understand that Korean has strong unhappy feelings about Japan because of what happened in the past. I undersatand if the pain from past is so strong, it will be reminded for long time. I understand why korean hates Japan. However, I don't understand why Korean educated their children become small heart people.
What Japan did to many Asian countries was unforgetable and violence. Something happened before is already happened. What is more important for now? When you cannot change the result, what should you do? One, living in the past or Two, moving on? If the war was violence, how about hate? Hate is just another violence which is leading into another war. Using hate to agianst pain, does it really make you feel happier? or, it acutally make you feel more pain?
I guess maybe Korean doesn't know what is the mean of " love your enemy ". I don't think Japan did right thing in the past which already happened. If it comes to history issue, I am always on the side of China and Korea. That is the history issue. For today's world, I might dislike Japanese government, but not the country. One country is not only inculded government, there are many other things. Except politics, there is something called humanity.
This is not only Korea's problem. As Chinese, I know that China has this problem too. I just hopeing that one day people will understand, loving what you hate, is most powerful weapon.
9/21/2005
Sick Days
Because of this unstanlbe weather, many of us get sick. Me too.
My room is so hot for some reasons. It is always good for winter, when all other rooms are cold, my room is warm. But for summer, it was really bad. Normally, I have AC during the summer. But this summer, I didn't have one. I was OK during the summer. But now, I got sick.
Only my room is hot, so when I go out to bathroom or kitchen, I would feel cold. My bed is so hot, I had to trun on the fan when I sleep, but during the night, I would feel cold agian. That's how I got sick.
I went to all my classes, but not work. I don't wanna miss any classes and mess up my GPA. I slept whole day after class yesterday, I guess I slept more than 10 hours. It was good.
How many sick days would I have this year? I was thinking about it. I had couple of times of sick at begining of this year already, now agian, and I know later this winter, I will have more.
For you, who was sick too. Take care yourself while you are alone. Ne~
My room is so hot for some reasons. It is always good for winter, when all other rooms are cold, my room is warm. But for summer, it was really bad. Normally, I have AC during the summer. But this summer, I didn't have one. I was OK during the summer. But now, I got sick.
Only my room is hot, so when I go out to bathroom or kitchen, I would feel cold. My bed is so hot, I had to trun on the fan when I sleep, but during the night, I would feel cold agian. That's how I got sick.
I went to all my classes, but not work. I don't wanna miss any classes and mess up my GPA. I slept whole day after class yesterday, I guess I slept more than 10 hours. It was good.
How many sick days would I have this year? I was thinking about it. I had couple of times of sick at begining of this year already, now agian, and I know later this winter, I will have more.
For you, who was sick too. Take care yourself while you are alone. Ne~
9/16/2005
Rain--Fall is coming
Started to Raining.
I still woke up by the hot weather during last night's sleep. There was not hot weather at all when I woke up in the morning, only rain was remind outside of the window. The fan from Bon was still working, not strong wind came out of there, but strong enough to make me feel cold.
Outside is not shining. The first time of this month. Pana's hair is getting longer, color become good too. I sometime love her a lot. If I sleep, I will feel pana's hair all around me, maybe that's why my neck is so red. Or, it just because of this summer.
Walking in the rain. Thinking about there might be dead end infront of the road. We never know the future, just like what you use to tell me so. There is no back to time, walking walking walking, future is in the fog.
Anyway, this is life. After summer, it is Fall.
I still woke up by the hot weather during last night's sleep. There was not hot weather at all when I woke up in the morning, only rain was remind outside of the window. The fan from Bon was still working, not strong wind came out of there, but strong enough to make me feel cold.
Outside is not shining. The first time of this month. Pana's hair is getting longer, color become good too. I sometime love her a lot. If I sleep, I will feel pana's hair all around me, maybe that's why my neck is so red. Or, it just because of this summer.
Walking in the rain. Thinking about there might be dead end infront of the road. We never know the future, just like what you use to tell me so. There is no back to time, walking walking walking, future is in the fog.
Anyway, this is life. After summer, it is Fall.
9/09/2005
School~Work~
So far...
My life as a student is going alright. This time I really feel what busy is. I am very busy. Let's see...I only have four classes this year, but one of them is hard. All of them are very important classes, that I have to do my best. I wanna get all As for all my classes this time~! Thuesday is the more busy day for me. I have three classes, and one of them is capstone~the two and half hours class, which doesn't have break~! And, many many readings for that class.....good luck to me~!
Work is fine. I have to work from 10 am to 2 pm. It's not a long time, and if I have classes in between, I can go to my classes. The work is not hard work, but it has many details. I have to be careful about it. Also, dealing with people is hard. I have to dealing with many people, and the best is always smile to them. It's alright for me, but there are people that they don't like me or I don't like. However, I still have to be nice to them and make them feel good....well...that's part of the job~ I have to do it good.
DON'T GIVE UP AND DO THE BEST~!
My life as a student is going alright. This time I really feel what busy is. I am very busy. Let's see...I only have four classes this year, but one of them is hard. All of them are very important classes, that I have to do my best. I wanna get all As for all my classes this time~! Thuesday is the more busy day for me. I have three classes, and one of them is capstone~the two and half hours class, which doesn't have break~! And, many many readings for that class.....good luck to me~!
Work is fine. I have to work from 10 am to 2 pm. It's not a long time, and if I have classes in between, I can go to my classes. The work is not hard work, but it has many details. I have to be careful about it. Also, dealing with people is hard. I have to dealing with many people, and the best is always smile to them. It's alright for me, but there are people that they don't like me or I don't like. However, I still have to be nice to them and make them feel good....well...that's part of the job~ I have to do it good.
DON'T GIVE UP AND DO THE BEST~!
9/05/2005
GOOD? BAD? I DON'T KNOW~!
new color~
I colored my hair agian~! It's so bright light now~! I don't know what kind of color it is now.But I really really hope it looks good~! I guess it doesn't looks so bad.I wanted the light hair, but not that light. Hoped it can be kind of borwn....But.....too light....Don't you guys think it looks like same color that I had before? Kind of diffrent~but...kind of same.Hope I look good...ne...
I colored my hair agian~! It's so bright light now~! I don't know what kind of color it is now.But I really really hope it looks good~! I guess it doesn't looks so bad.I wanted the light hair, but not that light. Hoped it can be kind of borwn....But.....too light....Don't you guys think it looks like same color that I had before? Kind of diffrent~but...kind of same.Hope I look good...ne...
Last Summer Song -- No Forever Ending
Augest Goodbye...Summer Goodbye...My dear You...Goodbye...
Sometimes, the life is like the summer weather. Sunshine or Rain, that you can't control it. sometimes, people are like trees, if the wind blows, they can't stop moving by the wind. I don't know if I did right thing or not...When it comes to make some minds, it is always so hard. I am so afraid of making mistake, but I already did what I have done. I can't back off anymore. Maybe summer will gone forever, and spring never come again. I don't know how to make Fall and Winter the happinest seasons of the year. I wanna try, but I might be fail...Summer is gone...I just wanna let you know...that I will always love you.
Sometimes, the life is like the summer weather. Sunshine or Rain, that you can't control it. sometimes, people are like trees, if the wind blows, they can't stop moving by the wind. I don't know if I did right thing or not...When it comes to make some minds, it is always so hard. I am so afraid of making mistake, but I already did what I have done. I can't back off anymore. Maybe summer will gone forever, and spring never come again. I don't know how to make Fall and Winter the happinest seasons of the year. I wanna try, but I might be fail...Summer is gone...I just wanna let you know...that I will always love you.
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