Is everybody greedy In today's world? I don't understand how people can ask more when they have so much Already. And the funny thing is they all use family and children as an excuse. It's like If you do it for the family, there is nothing wrong with it.

Still immature

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When I feel that I can't accept others or feel sour about others, I noticed how ugly the feeling was and how much I don't want to have that kind of feelings in my heart. How can I avoid being unpleasant to others' life? I felt that I am not mature enough.

I often feel Mr.Rabbit is far more mature than me or I can say that he has a much bigger heart than I do. It seems like no one's business really bother him, and he is happy about others' life even if he doesn't care or like that person.

How can I have a bigger heart like him does?

I thought the reason for me being unpleasant to others is that I am not satisfied with what I have or who I am. And it only development recently years. Were I like this before I was 27? I thought I was always happy and careless of others. I didn't have any envy or jealousy to others. Maybe I did have it all.

Something isn't right about my mind. Why I am not happy about myself? I often blame it to my work. I don't know if it's true or just an excuse that I found for myself. I want to dress pretty which I can't do at work. When I don't feel pretty, I don't seems to care about how people see me. But I don't like the way I see myself, as a dirty, stupid and ugly person.

I should just put my eyes on myself rather than others. And believe in what I believe, not be moved by others.