This is the frist time of my life that I am 100% alone.
Nobody around me,
nobody to talk to,
or nobody to go anywhere, share anything.
It's never hard for me,
and I am easy to get depressed by that.
Everyday seems like meaningless..
(even I know it is not meaningless)
But...
If this is what God plan to give to me as a lesson,
I don't want get F.
So many F that I got already of the life lessons.
I MISS U.
時に人は、自分おを守るために、
知らぬ間に、悲しい噓をついてしまう。
でも、人をだますということは、
本当は、自分を傷つけてしまうこと。
だから、自分の心だけは、裏切らないで欲しい。
有時候，人們爲了保護自己，
會在不知不覺中，編織些可悲的謊言。
但是，欺騙別人的本身，
真正的是在傷害自己。
所以，不管怎樣，希望不要背叛自己的良心。
生きる意味など、誰にもわからない。
だから、人はもがき苦しんでしまう。
でも、それは向き合うにとでしか見えてこない。
だから、苦しくとも、立ち向かって欲しい。
それこそが、生きるということなのだから。
生存的意義之類，誰也不知道。
因此，人才翻滾于掙扎痛苦。
然而，會看見與之抗衡的東西。
所以，即使痛苦，也希望能勇敢面對。
這本身就是所謂的生存。
Do you know how many times your phone rings until it stop?
38
Do you know how long your phone rings until it stop?
2:01 mins
Do you know how much is a human's limit?
you don't know
-- I want to die under the sakura tree when the sakura fly
down with the spring wind, kindly cover my body.
-- When you realize what happened before is forever gone,
there is only sadness remnant in your heart.
How I can re-build inside heart
when everything seems to agasit me?
How I can get help
when no one is able to do it?
When I was gonna close the book
I saw
"No matter how bad the life can be,
never give up for hopes."
Never give up for hopes.
