LOVE Panashie

LOVE Panashie

Panashie has been so cute. She knows how to be cute and how to make people love her. She is relaxing on Toshi's amy. Haha, looks like a toy, right? So, cute.

She wanted to eat meat one day, but we ran out of Cat's meat can for her. She was upset for whole day. She had upset face. So, I cooked Chicken for her. She was laying there, and when she saw I brought the chicken in, she walked to chicken. Toshi and I thought she would start to eat, but she didn't. She walked to me and used her body to touching me, then she went to eat the chicken. Toshi and I were so happy 'cause she thanked me for the chicken. So cute, right!

I like Panashie a lot. She is just cute.

Ice Cold

ice

So Cold.

Toshi went to orange last night by driving my car, and it got into the snow last night while he was coming back. We used all our power to moving the car, however, we failed. It was too cold. Both of us were freezing in the snow. We tried to move the car for more than 30 mins, my car just moved a little bit. We gave up after that 'cause we had no way to move the car out of snow and we were too cold. So, we left my car on the side of road and walked home.

Today, We went to my car. Bon and Kenji T were there too. We tried agian, and everybody tried to push the car from behind. After 15 mins, my car was out of snow. Fianlly. Everybody was so cold. Thanks everyone.

TOO COLD. My car was freezed. Hope won't be too cold anymore. Ne.

Let me fall if I must fall

snow night

Huge snow today. I came home early from work 'cuase of the snow. Maybe won't work tomorrow.

Went out of my room during the night. Played in the snow. Falling into snow.

I should be happy.

So cold outside, same as inside of me. Last winter, this winter, what is next winter?

I am worrying if anybody come to my website.

Anyway.

Osaka のChie

My ex-roommate. I love her.

After Chie went back to Japan 3 years, we met agian in NY. She haven't change at all, and we did't feel strange.

I went to NY for her on Sunday night. I found the right hotel, but got the wrong room, so I waited until Chie called me. That was around 9 p.m already. She came with her mom and cusion. We went to diner. The hotel is so close to Chinatown. I don't know any place in China town. We just walked around, and it was really cold. We end up in a Shabu shabu place. Chie's mom paid for me. She was really warm and kind. She was talking a lot.

I miss Chie a lot. She is a very nice girl. We lived together for one and half year. I think my early knowledge about Japan are from her. She has a boyfriend that time, and she cried every night because of missing him. Now, they are still together. (what a difference) We had good diner together. When I said goodbye to them, Chie's mom hugged me and said thanks me for taking care of her daugther. I almost cried.

I miss my time in VA a lot. My life is much harder than before. Happeniese seems come fast and go fast. I got into a mess. I miss Chie.

Miss. Miss

MISO SOY

Nice O!

Fianlly. I ate the Japanese noddle in that little shop. I went to NY on 11th. I went to SOHO, 5 AVE and East Village. I wanted go to the noddle shop for long time, but there was always other chooses.

It is a very small shop. Very simple. The noddle was really good, but I couldn't eat that much because of my mood. It should be a happy meal ne.

Hot Pot Party

My Spicy Shabu-shabu

Jan. 1oth

I had a hot pot party with Masa, Risa and Toshi for diner. Hot pot is my hometwon food which I love a lot. Tadayoshi and Sugi all ate before. I called it spicy Shabu-shabu. I can't cook the real hot pot, and I hope everybody who ate my hot pot would like it.

I bought a lot of sea food this time 'cause I know they like sea food. I think I made too much. We couldn't finish at all. It was fun, and I hope everybody enjoyed.

New Days Old Days

After Toshi came back, my days become relaxing and happy. I am enjoying my days with Toshi and thankful for everything that Toshi does for me. My days are new. Not same as before, but it is kind of same too. My feelings are mixed, kind of old days and new days. I am confused.

Masa and Toshi start to work again. Both of them are happy that they can work, make money. I am still working druing the weekends, well, I need money. I always need money. There are still so many days to do, and I have to move to the new room soon. I don't know when, but I should. Days past fast. The school will start after next week. En.... What my life gonna be?

Be Fat..

After Toshi came back, he cooks good food for me, panashie and kafka. I have a feeling that I will be fater soon. I guess when Toshi wasn't here, I didn't have a good mood for food. I didn't want to eat good food. I felt bad to enjoy things by myself.

As I thought, Toshi likes Panashie a lot. Panashie feels suprised by Toshi 'cause she didn't know there will be one more person come. She was kind of shy, didn't yelling or do whatever she does normally. But, soon, she get use to Toshi. Haha. They are just cute.

I thank God and every one for this monent of happienese. I will keep it good and fresh.

Thanks For All

I want to thanks for all of you for the 4 months of care, love, help and friendship. Thank you guys so much. I couldn't make this day without any of you. You guys always there and made my day shine.

Risa, Thank you for being my friend and being there for me. Both of us had hard times with personily life, but we support each other and we made it. We will be happy and have confidence to face other problems in our life ne. Sorry that I couldn't celebrate your birthday with you 'cause I didn't want upset everybody with my bad feelings. You have been great the fall of 2004 o. Thank you so much.

Masa, Thank you honto so much. I don't know how to thank you for everything that you did. You took care of me a lot and become the only person who I can turn into to share my real feelings and be happy and crying infront with. I am sorry that I took so much your time and you had to cook for me a lot. I like your food a lot. I should thank you a lot. Honto. I have no words for my appreciation. Thank you, thank you, thank you so much.

Tadami-san, Thanks for your supporting, understanding and caring. Without you, Toshi won't be here today. You always try to help Toshi and I, Thank you so much for being a older brother for us. Thank you so much.