Hot Sun, Cold Weather...This is Spring!

Spring of Summer

Weather is getting better and better. The sun is very strong during the day time, and night timd is not that cold anymore. For me, the weather is still kind of chili. I like end of Spring when the weather is warm, flowers are everywhere.

I went to ocean again during the weekend. Nice weather. Many people were at beach, playing around and hanging around with family, dogs and brids. The sun was so bright. I couldn't open my eyes. The best thing about summer is the ocean. I like ocean a lot since I was kid. Never had chance to see real ocean when I was young. I remember the first day I went to ocean, which is in Hawaii. I was crazy. Haha.

Nothing so good about Bridgeport, expect the seaside. I think Seaside is a getway for a lot of us. Hide from people, from depress, from real world.

A life without a life

TOO MUCH SWEET, THAT I HAVE ATE.

From when? I don't remember. I ate so much sweet food. Now, I become need sweet. If there is nothing sweet or no coffee, I will feel my day is not compelet. I think I ate too much these days.

I only have 3 classes this semester, so normally, I don't have much things to do. My dairly life is kind of start from 8 p.m. when i go to soul beat and until 3 in the morning. And, then, I have to get up ealry for morning class. Tired during the day time, and sleep during afternoon. I don't like this kind of life style. I feel nothing to do everyday, and only thing I can think about is eatting. Eat something, eat something. That is not good. I did get some weight even though people think I am not, but I know. I have to change this kind of life style.

Cellphone is not working anymore. I need a new one. Now, I can't contact with my friends, and they can't contact with me. Feel lonley...But, why, I feel my life is no meaning, again.

Afternoon at Seaside

Seaside Walk

For couple of days, weather has been good. I always wanna go to seaside to give back something to the ocean. I have been lazy becuase of the nice weather. Today was a good day. Not hot or cold. A good spring day. After my morning class, I went home to sleep more. But, while I was on my bed, my mood dropped down very fast. Something was brothering me and making me depress. I thought about it for a while, and thought it was a good time to go to seaside.

Went to seaside by myself. Good day, good day. No so many people at seaside. It took me a long time to give back the things to the ocean. Once in my life, they were very important, but I know I had to give them up, no matter how much I like them. Fianlly, I did. Wasn't that hard. I stayed at seaside for a while, just relax, feel the ocean and wind. smoked a little bit. (smile)

What I had to give, I already gave.
What I have to take back, I will take back.
Life is not fair. Peace!

Daylight Saving Time begins

Spring Sleeping Changed to the Summer Time.

I thought I remembered the time will be changed today, but I forget. I woke up around 12, and perpared for meeting with my friends. When I got there, they asked me if I know the time is changed or not. I forget about it totally. Lucky, my friends didn't know either, so they didn't wait for me for long time.

Spring makes me so sleepy. I never feel sleep enough, but I have many things to do. I use to spend a lot of time infront of my computer, but I only could spend around 1 hour infront of my computer now. Every night is Soul Beat, of cause, we only have 10 days left, but we are not good enough. Ah... I feel somehow stressed. I am having weried dreams. I got confuessed by my dreams. Well, I lost contorl of them now. They don't tell me futures anymore, but they are telling me the histories. En...something wrong with me.

Summer is coming. Spring is short in USA. I miss hot weather, nice wind, blue ocean...and everything about summer. Can't wait.

Be Cute!

nail: i start to polish my nail and change design once a week. This is the design for this week. I copied from nail design book, haha, someone helped me to do it 'cause I can't do it with my left hand to right hand. Looks not too bad, right?

Be Cute! You always say to me~! haha, I will try.