goodbye wasabi

I was kind of pissed
when boss'wife of wasabi called me today,
and told me don't need to go forever from this week.

I am not pissed because she fired me
or the reason: she needs another full time, not part time.
I am pissed because she didn't give a time to prepare.

I kind of konw this day will come
when I heard about she was gonna find another full time
from one waiter. 
But, she should had told me a week sooner,
so I can have time to find a new job.
Also, I helped her a lot when she needed help.
I worked 6 days for her because she needed me.
Now, she doesn't need me anymore
so just kicked me out.

That's not cool.
That's called selfish and mean.

Whatever the reason is,
now I am looking for another job,
and I WILL FIND IT~!!!!

I can relax this weekend~~~I might go to NY this sunday~~
but I can't use too much money...(out of work)..

Tonight, I had time~!!
Made two pics~~~!!!
Long time haven't do it~~~!!
I was happy~!

A way of Living

Wasabi, the resturant which I have part time work,
is at a very busy main street. 
So many cars on the road, and so many shops on the side.

I can see a man who is holding a sign on the side of street.
No matter sunny or snowing,
he is always there, holding his sign.

That is his job,
That is what he does for living.

Everytime when I look at him, I feel that my life is good.

But, don't say that man is so poor
or he must be unhappy about his life.

No one has the rights to judge others' life.

When my old friend asked me
"are you doing good those years?"
I asked him
"What is the definition of the good?"
He said
"yeah...I wanna know too."

Don't change your way of life 
because what most people think the life should be
or most people think what GOOD, SUSSCE or HAPPY is.

Don't judge others' life by what they are doing;
how much money they have;
how many love they get;
how good they look...

Are you happy or not,
Only you know.

Don't live a life which is others' dream.

Live in your own dream.
Go your way, Life is only once.

Balance Check

It's hard to keep a good balance in life.

Many things need a good balance:

1. Money:
--how much is enough?
--how much should I spend a month?
--what is the line of cheeseparing and frugality？
--what is the line of dissipate and use on the right things?

2. Work
--how much is work too much?
--how hard is work too hard?

3. Food
--how to eat to be health?
--how much drinks are too much?
--how many food is too little?

4. Health
--how often should we work-out?
--how often should we take break from life?

5. Love
--how much is giving too much?
--how little is not giving enough?
--how deep is too deep of love?
--how selfish is too selfish becuase of love?


I always not good at keep good balance....
Sometimes too much, sometimes not enough...

It's hard to keep balance
I am trying to not do too much to you
I am afraid it will be too much for you
sometimes I think it is not fair,
but
I don't want to be a selfish person.






even love is selfish.

わさびの日

I was looking for part time job from two weeks ago. I want to find a Japanese resturant waitress work since waitress in Japanese resturant can make money faster than other jobs. I started to searching on the internet about Japanese resturants around here, and called one by one. Fianlly, one resturant called me and asked me to go try-out. The resturant's name is WASABI.

WASABI is not a big resturant, only 6 people work there inculde me. The boss and boss's wife are very young, they are only 30s. Boss doesn't talk too much, and wife is the one who is dealing with customers. After 3 days of working there, I felt the wife is a very strong and smart woman. She told me that tow things are important: 1.Having plan for future; 2.if you decide to do something, then do your best. Ha.....what a good advice. Every time when she told me something, I felt she touched my weaknese.

頑張る！This is the only word that I can tell myself.