2007年11月5日 晴天

啊。。。

又回到了窮人的日子。。。 。。。

非常非常窮的日子。。。 。。。

我原來真的是很幸福，

現在回想起來。

今年從一月份開始，

就一直不順利；

仿佛失去了曾經擁有的所有的一切；

很不順心，很失意。。。

但我總是覺得，仿佛是一件好事情。感謝上帝，給我一次學習的機會，讓我更堅強，更成熟。我的幸福，只要堅持努力，會來吧。人生也許就像存錢一樣，要一點一點的積累吧。祝我幸福。

2007年8月15日 晴天

I AM SO TIRED OF THIS.

BUT.

I NEED MONEY.

NEED MONEY TO HAVE MY FUTURE.

DAMN.....

2007年8月2日 晴天

終于~~~~結束了~~~~！！
我真是深深喘了一口氣呢。
不過每個月的結算還得繼續進行。
我覺得錢這個東西真是討厭，就像水一樣（水可泛舟，亦可沒舟）我從小數學就不好，對數字特別的痛苦，水星在雙魚座的我，真得對數字好痛苦（聼起來有點迷信，但我現在超相信星座的）。
不過知道了這個是我的弱點，我就應該去克服。
要是那天我對數字的恐懼克服了，或者成爲一個成功的經濟家，我真得會對自己佩服的。

Balance Check

It's hard to keep a good balance in life.

Many things need a good balance:

1. Money:
--how much is enough?
--how much should I spend a month?
--what is the line of cheeseparing and frugality？
--what is the line of dissipate and use on the right things?

2. Work
--how much is work too much?
--how hard is work too hard?

3. Food
--how to eat to be health?
--how much drinks are too much?
--how many food is too little?

4. Health
--how often should we work-out?
--how often should we take break from life?

5. Love
--how much is giving too much?
--how little is not giving enough?
--how deep is too deep of love?
--how selfish is too selfish becuase of love?


I always not good at keep good balance....
Sometimes too much, sometimes not enough...

It's hard to keep balance
I am trying to not do too much to you
I am afraid it will be too much for you
sometimes I think it is not fair,
but
I don't want to be a selfish person.






even love is selfish.