2007年10月04日 晴天

在紐約找到的百雀羚。老字號的護膚品，讓我想起了爸爸。

我爸爸是我見過（除了日本男人以外）最講究生活品質的人了，很小的時候，就常見爸爸在洗了臉后，拿起百雀羚塗抹在臉上。

超級香噴噴的~~！！

就在前幾年，爸爸他還說新的護膚品不如老字號的好，讓我多用用老字號的百雀羚。

恩，我發現自己真的很喜歡像爸爸那樣的男人。

難道我有戀父情結？？

2007年8月17日 晴天

哦哦

今天又忽然領悟到一件事情，爸爸在9年前我要離開的時候，寫下了“戒急用忍”四個字，並且在下面還標註是處事要以。

我一直都認爲爸爸讓我做事對人的時候不要着急，因爲一着急就會太激動，太激動就容易做錯誤的判斷。

事實證明，我沒有完全記住這句話。

而且，我還沒有領悟到另外一個意思，就是：在你身邊發生的事情不可能只有一件發生而已，所以不要着急只去做你想做的事情而跳過更加重要的事情這樣只能讓你想做的事情永遠停留在想做的事情而已。

哦哦哦

原來自己真的是很笨的人。

我遠遠沒有自己想象中的那麽好。

Father's Words

My father is a great man.
He is out of normal man.
Handsome, high ethos, high quality of life,
has a lot of wisdom.

Once he was so successful.
The top of his job field.
He was on top of millions people.

Once he was circumvented by people work for him.
The lowest time of his life.
He left the city where he had his dream.

Once he lived in a small paradise by ocean.
He was there to healing his wound.
He was hiding from rest of the world.

Now he told me:
"don't be a dreamer, be more realistic"
"listen to others, don't just go your way"

I said:
"papa,You were doing what you believed and dreamed.
Even you failed, you didn't regret.
You wouldn't chose not go your own way,
and being regret later, right?
Papa, I am just like you."

He laughed on the other side of the phone. 
"You are truly my daughter.
But, still remember
To be able to be helped by GOD, 
you must help yourself frist.And,
Successful person is the one who can handle the loneliness."

Thank you, father.

Father's day is coming soon.
Wish you a happy father's day.

Hard Steps

Is everything has to be this hard?


Is true happinese really hard to get?









I am so tired today.
Don't want to hear anymore problems.









I am sorry, father...