1/16/2010

01-06-10 Sunny

I am trying to keep my mind out of Mr.B now. I just don't like or want to be like before that think or miss someone all the time. I don't' like the feeling of it. I don't like to be in deep emotion feeling which could lead myself to something painful. Do I still afraid of love, be loved or love someone? I think I still do. I am happy to be with him and to feel loved and share my love too. But I found out I just couldn't say it out loud. Like now I just want to forget about him for a while. Don't care if he tests me or not. I want to be fall in love, but not getting hurts.

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