11/20/2009

11-20-09 Sunny

The weather is great. Surprise it's around 60. I thought about many things. Then thought it is best to write my feelings down before it drives me crazy.

It is scare to feel that you start to like someone. Yes. I am scared. The fears are so strong that I almost could just give up the feeling and be alone again. But i don't want to be alone. I want to have family, Children, someone who loves me. The desires are stronger enough to push me keep dating.

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