I started move my old english blog to here from yesterday.
The one that I use to write from 2004 to 2006.
It's kind of fun to re-read everything I wrote and thought
when I was only 24. Wo...that's 4 years ago. Yeah, My stupid
4 years started from the summer of 2004.
But don't take it wrong. Even I say it was stupid 4 years,
it doesn't mean I didn't enjoy any of it. I did have a lot of
good time, and I am happy I had those times.
However, I do regret about things that I did too. I own a lot
of "sorry" to some people. Well...I think I am not a smart
person, that I learned life in a hard way which I WON'T FORGET.
It gonna take me a while to finshie all the moving, but once
I done with it, I will let you guys know.
Yes, this blog will be open for everyone, not only you anymore.
CHEER UP, MY LOVE~~~~
6/29/2008
6/28/2008
Good news
Hi~ You~~
long time no see~~
How's everything so far?
I have a good news.
No more blue feelings for me anymore.
Now,
I am happy every day and love my life.
It takes me a year to be recoverd,
but I did~~~!!
Life is good,
no matter with someone or not.
Life is mine,
no matter with someone of not.
I haven't feel this happy for long time,
finally, i have my own life.
Thanks for breaking my heart~~
long time no see~~
How's everything so far?
I have a good news.
No more blue feelings for me anymore.
Now,
I am happy every day and love my life.
It takes me a year to be recoverd,
but I did~~~!!
Life is good,
no matter with someone or not.
Life is mine,
no matter with someone of not.
I haven't feel this happy for long time,
finally, i have my own life.
Thanks for breaking my heart~~
1/19/2008
Late Night Thoughts
It's late night now.
I couldn't sleep but I am already tired.
Maybe it's the coffee,
or maybe the bed is too warm.
What is keeping me up with a tired body?
I wonder
does anyone still come to this blog?
does anyone still remember this blog?
It's all doesn't matter now,
I need a place to write my thoughts,
No matter if anyone wants to know or not.
How many nights were like tonight already?
I lost cont with it.
Close my eyes, and see thoughts flying by.
Current, past, future,
Hopes, wishes, dreams,
Missed ones, loved ones, hated ones,
Regrets, happinese, afarids.
Or...just lonlnese which keeps me unsleep.
Tabacco's smoke flows in the dark night,
so beautiful that happinese won't understand.
There is no promise to keep me being someone elase.
How to be who you are with hisotry of unforgetable?
People who aremoving forward as new born baby,
either have strong mind or cold heart.
Since when I start to smile to unacceptable?
I want to be the me who never lost soul before,
but no matter how I could be like her outside,
I still can't kick out the shaows at the night as tonight.
Something once you have done,
you will never get use to.
Some people once your heart dies for,
you will never forget.
Some hurts once you have on,
you will never be recovered.
One person's power is not enough to change anything,
but I am too afarid that I'd love to be powerless.
Now...I don't remember anymore,
never loved, never happened, never remembered,
but why I still cry sometimes?
What makes me cry?
Maybe just the life.
Surpisely,
the one I missed most isn't the one I thought.
The ones who I loved much,
are dead.
I only can think like that to be able to love again.
If you are the one who is willing to love me,
please don't ask my past,
just simply accept who am I today.
'Cause I promise you,
Death won't return to alive.
4 a.m again.
the time in my dream was 28:00.
the time was your death.
Oyasumi.
I couldn't sleep but I am already tired.
Maybe it's the coffee,
or maybe the bed is too warm.
What is keeping me up with a tired body?
I wonder
does anyone still come to this blog?
does anyone still remember this blog?
It's all doesn't matter now,
I need a place to write my thoughts,
No matter if anyone wants to know or not.
How many nights were like tonight already?
I lost cont with it.
Close my eyes, and see thoughts flying by.
Current, past, future,
Hopes, wishes, dreams,
Missed ones, loved ones, hated ones,
Regrets, happinese, afarids.
Or...just lonlnese which keeps me unsleep.
Tabacco's smoke flows in the dark night,
so beautiful that happinese won't understand.
There is no promise to keep me being someone elase.
How to be who you are with hisotry of unforgetable?
People who aremoving forward as new born baby,
either have strong mind or cold heart.
Since when I start to smile to unacceptable?
I want to be the me who never lost soul before,
but no matter how I could be like her outside,
I still can't kick out the shaows at the night as tonight.
Something once you have done,
you will never get use to.
Some people once your heart dies for,
you will never forget.
Some hurts once you have on,
you will never be recovered.
One person's power is not enough to change anything,
but I am too afarid that I'd love to be powerless.
Now...I don't remember anymore,
never loved, never happened, never remembered,
but why I still cry sometimes?
What makes me cry?
Maybe just the life.
Surpisely,
the one I missed most isn't the one I thought.
The ones who I loved much,
are dead.
I only can think like that to be able to love again.
If you are the one who is willing to love me,
please don't ask my past,
just simply accept who am I today.
'Cause I promise you,
Death won't return to alive.
4 a.m again.
the time in my dream was 28:00.
the time was your death.
Oyasumi.
1/15/2008
one year
It's been one year.
Would you say the time past fast?
I never could forget.
How I can start something new
without saying goodbye to the old.
Pana is doing good.
I guess so am I.
Another star never shines.
Wish your dreams come true.
Would you say the time past fast?
I never could forget.
How I can start something new
without saying goodbye to the old.
Pana is doing good.
I guess so am I.
Another star never shines.
Wish your dreams come true.
11/18/2007
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