3/30/2007

SUPER CHAMPLE

SUPER CHAMPLEが見た~!!!!

矢張りDANCEが最高です~~!!

今何か久しぶりの気持ちがあります;

すごい。DANCEがマジすごい~!

3/28/2007

It is ...

Sometimes, life is palying game with you.

When u are missing someone, someone is always busy...

miss u even u are far from me with a busy life...

ganbate ne. 

3/25/2007

Dreams

I dreamed about you agian last night.

You come to my dreams almost every night.

In my last night dream, I called your name loudly many times, You smiled and ran to me.

Every dream has you is a life that I don't want to get up.

Every morning got up from the dream of you is a pian.

I wish I could think less about you, 
but I couldn't...

3/21/2007

Thoughts on the way

----While driving on the highway, an ambulance pass by from another side of road with emergency lights and sound on. “a...another life is passing away. The person might be diying in the ambulance. People say if you had death experience, and lucky you didn't die, you will be re-new agian. Sometimes, I wish for that kind of re-new, but also afraid of it.”

----Every time, when I went to 6th floor of library, I would watch the I-95 highway from the window. “So many cars always, never stopped. It make this boring city looks alive. Everyone seems has a place to go to, a things to do. But, why I feel so empty. Where am I going to? Can I get the final place? I know that BPT is not the final place for me. I am now like a person walk on highway, everyone can be faster than me, but I am walk step by step. Little by little close to my final place. When sushi chef said he doesn't know why he works so hard and make moeny for, he asked me if I know why I work hard and make money for; I just smiled, didn't answer. But I was saying to myself that:“yes. I know. I have a dream to make come ture.”

----Those days, everytime when I feel depressed or lose hopes, I tell myself that 私は夢がある、頑張ります。

3/19/2007

SMILE

Got cold....not bad cold, but I lost my voice, I can't speak out loud...I was thinking if I should went to work yesterday, but I need money ne. And, it is not good for the boss to lose one waiteress on Sat. Night. I couldn't go take the order, but I could help with other things.

Then, I found out why SMILE is important~!! When you lost your voice, then only way to show your friendly to others is SMILE. I couldn't talk to customes, but they all say "thank you" after I took out the dishes, add drinks or gave food. I only can give them a big friendly smile. It made me think why smile is important for others. Un...no one want to see a unhappy face, and smile can transfer to others. So, happy people will have more friends and others~~!!