Something New

Today I did something fun and new.
Not very enjoyable and kind of painful,
but the out come isn't bad.

I guess some people will be upset about what I did,
and some people will be happy for me.
It's a new trying out,
and doesn't hurts if you do once in your life.

Well, I am not a child not more.
No complaining.

Love with my heart~!

LIE

I heard something from one old friend about someone.

He said it very simply:" S was a smart guy. You were just a victim of S and T. Most of their age people were liers, expect K."

Expect K? "That's because you don't know what he did." I was thinking.

Well...if he think only K was not a laying guy, 
I guess everyone back to that time was laying.

I am so tired of those S**T.
Don't trust any of them or whatever they said at whenever.
I am so tired of clean up baby boy's mess.

U GUYS SUCK.

Few thoughts before goes to sleep

Well...I was keep thinking if I should keep all those 
old writings from my blog or not...'cause some of 
them do remind me bad memories which I didn't wanna
be reminded.

But, the past is part of my life and made me who am I 
today. I do regert about things I did before, but I am 
also blessed that I did make mistakes, so I learn.
Also, to read the past memories make me remembered how
I use to be, and I was deeply in love before and was 
pertty crazy too...hahahaha...that's good memory.

So, I guess I keep all those old writings.
Life is only once, can't change what happens before,
why dislike it, just accpet it.

Cheer up~! my love~!

Moving my English web

I started move my old english blog to here from yesterday.
The one that I use to write from 2004 to 2006.
It's kind of fun to re-read everything I wrote and thought
when I was only 24. Wo...that's 4 years ago. Yeah, My stupid
4 years started from the summer of 2004. 

But don't take it wrong. Even I say it was stupid 4 years,
it doesn't mean I didn't enjoy any of it. I did have a lot of 
good time, and I am happy I had those times.

However, I do regret about things that I did too. I own a lot
of "sorry" to some people. Well...I think I am not a smart
person, that I learned life in a hard way which I WON'T FORGET.

It gonna take me a while to finshie all the moving, but once
I done with it, I will let you guys know.

Yes, this blog will be open for everyone, not only you anymore.

CHEER UP, MY LOVE~~~~

Good news

Hi~ You~~
long time no see~~
How's everything so far?
I have a good news.
No more blue feelings for me anymore.
Now,
I am happy every day and love my life.

It takes me a year to be recoverd,
but I did~~~!!

Life is good,
no matter with someone or not.

Life is mine,
no matter with someone of not.

I haven't feel this happy for long time,
finally, i have my own life.

Thanks for breaking my heart~~