Key to My Karma
CHEER UP, MY LOVE, NO MORE RAIN :-)
4/04/2019
4月4日 星期四 晴
今天累了,上班只有三个人,一直到三点才吃饭。下班回家后吃了已经吃了两天的火锅,今天过后应该就可以倒掉了。兔子去他的乐高乐园了,所以就我和猫猫在家,吃了火锅,看了一部日本电影,然后就洗澡。明天打算去退两件衣服。兔兔明天在家休息,真好。
4/03/2019
4月3日 星期三 晴
下班回家的路上,我在想要去买个记事本,好把工作上发生的事情都记下来。边这样想着,边忽然觉得我真的应该坚持写日记。我知道坚持写日记其实挺难的,首先是因为每日生活的平淡,好像没有什么特别的事情值得写下来一样,其次是没时间,下班后要赶回家做饭,做了饭还要吃,还要洗澡,还要护肤,还想要看书,还要争取早睡,还有想看的电视节目没看,电话那边还有老爸打进来的电话。根本就是没时间。我真觉得不是再给自己找借口。
但,我又真的是想写。
一直以来都想写文章,也喜欢写文章,但一直也没有时间。至少可能写日记能够练手吧。
今天上班没什么大事发生,店长k还是和以前一样糊里糊涂的,我常被他搞得没有耐心,甚至我在想是不是我真的是个没有耐心的人。明天area visual的a先生要来,正好是我们只有三个人上班,其中一个兼职还是下午两点才来。所以我已经做好下午三点再吃午饭的准备了。
现在也快12点了。睡了。
但,我又真的是想写。
一直以来都想写文章,也喜欢写文章,但一直也没有时间。至少可能写日记能够练手吧。
今天上班没什么大事发生,店长k还是和以前一样糊里糊涂的,我常被他搞得没有耐心,甚至我在想是不是我真的是个没有耐心的人。明天area visual的a先生要来,正好是我们只有三个人上班,其中一个兼职还是下午两点才来。所以我已经做好下午三点再吃午饭的准备了。
现在也快12点了。睡了。
9/22/2012
1/04/2012
Still immature
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When I feel that I can't accept others or feel sour about others, I noticed how ugly the feeling was and how much I don't want to have that kind of feelings in my heart. How can I avoid being unpleasant to others' life? I felt that I am not mature enough.I often feel Mr.Rabbit is far more mature than me or I can say that he has a much bigger heart than I do. It seems like no one's business really bother him, and he is happy about others' life even if he doesn't care or like that person.
How can I have a bigger heart like him does?
I thought the reason for me being unpleasant to others is that I am not satisfied with what I have or who I am. And it only development recently years. Were I like this before I was 27? I thought I was always happy and careless of others. I didn't have any envy or jealousy to others. Maybe I did have it all.
Something isn't right about my mind. Why I am not happy about myself? I often blame it to my work. I don't know if it's true or just an excuse that I found for myself. I want to dress pretty which I can't do at work. When I don't feel pretty, I don't seems to care about how people see me. But I don't like the way I see myself, as a dirty, stupid and ugly person.
I should just put my eyes on myself rather than others. And believe in what I believe, not be moved by others.
11/15/2011
Something to scared of
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It seems like I come here when I am scared. Everyone gets scared, right? I don't want to share my fear with anyone. The idea of sharing is as scare as the scare.I have to let Rabbit know. He might not think it is a big deal, or he might be as worried as I am.
It is not a good feeling.
When I get scared, I normally just want to hide in the home. That's how I feel now.
It is soon to face the fear....I have to, there is no way out.
How a stupid mistake that I made when I was young can come back so strong.
Please, God, please help me.
I learned from the past, and there is second chance, right?
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